Alhamdulillah..Syukur ke hadrat Illahi..Segalanya berakhir dengan baik..
Pertama sekali saya nak ucapkan terima kasih pada kawan-kawan semua yang selalu memberi sokongan dan nasihat kepada budak kecik ni..hehe.. I'm not an expertise..Hmm..manusia jugak kadang-kadang boleh confuse kan? Syukur sangat di hati ini cause after months I've been through the hard time finally everything has come to an end... How the story ends, what was happened, rasanya just keep it as a secret kot! hehe..
But kehidupan ini aneh.. I taught that I really love him until frust menonggeng.. but yet, after knowing the truth, peliknya saya rasa tenang sangat-sangat. And no more tears...Kenapa ye? :)))) saya sikitpun tak menangis dah.. I can say that, after we hang the phone call, I smile and only Allah knows how did I feel..how happy I am... Saya ingat saya cintakan dia but actually I'm not.. Pelikkan??
Mungkin berbulan I feel unhappy because of the confusion in my mind itself, thought that "I need you"..but actually I don't really need you..
Terikat pada janji lalu mungkin..
Eee!!! I have no idea on what else to say but one thing, for sure is that I AM SOOOO HAPPY!
AND NOT TO FORGET, I LOVE MY MAMA SOOOO MUCH!
Mama, without you I can't survive well till now.. Dan InsyaAllah saya akan kekalkan keperibadian saya.. Tak perlu saya nak menjadi orang lain, speaking at all time even though I can speak well (try me!)..Biarlah saya kekal menjadi saya.. sebab saya tahu hati saya..
Last but not least, I love you all my dear friends!
InsyaAllah selepas ini matahari akan hadir buat saya... Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah... :)
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